His Ravege

I don't know what this is..
this feeling..pain..sudeen and without warning..
or why it happens to me..
i dont know what it is..
but I have a feeling i know who.
he comes...
and I feel him in me..
rapeing me..
ravegeing me
soul and body
blood...
he comes again
"go" I wish to call out
but my body aches for the embrace
it hurts so much
but I lie still and am swept away by the pain
it comes again a wave and a scream echoes in my head
soft crys of pain
laying down again
why me ?
why dose he want me now??
why dose he torment me
it hurts
ahh...please...
go...please...
oh how it hurts so..
another wave
I want to scream I want to collapse
help me..
but dont go
again..
more...
body acheing
faster aches
he enjoys this
it hurts more
please stop!
please!
another violent shove
more pain
like needles
I cringe and moan out
why are you doing this?..
why..
please stooop..
please..I almost start to beg in my head..
a break a soft breath no more pain..
more..again
ahh...please no..
yes...
I gasp
ahh....
it hurts so much
feel him in me..
feel him crush my body..
numb it..
rape it.
feed from it..
enjoy it...
it hurts..
I feel like I cant breath..
it feels like its slowing finally..
but more pain I know will follow..
I fear it...
it will come later..
numb...empty and raveged from him..
shudders go down my spine...
I try to shake it off..
but it wont go..
I almost wish for more..
at least it is company..
at least he smiles at it...
I feel so empty now.
I feel empty...oh so empty..
but then again
I cant help but feel ..
feel like he left me with something
aided me...
host for a demon..
a offspring not meant to be..
I smile at the thought..
and place my hands on my waiste..
pain twingeing through me still..
and I whisper..
"Thank you love.."



by/(c).Megan Sky Leary/Willow